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Lessons from Childbirth and Serena: Aggressively Advocate for your Feminine Health

Posted by Chio on November 26, 2018May 28, 2020

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Tariro Makanza says:

November 27, 2018 at 11:04 am

Now i know too, had i known this back then, i most probably wold not have miscarried at 24 months

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1. The Novice Mummy says:
  
  November 28, 2018 at 10:02 pm
  
  I am so sorry Tariro. I so wish others could be trusted with what is nearest and dearest to us. What a lot of heartache we would all be spared.
  
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